What an appropriate title in this period of time — with the H1N1 virus pandemic occurring in Japan, I’m starting to grow fearful of getting sick. (there was a certain period of time in which I wished fall sick so I can escape the hateful reality =p)
But that’s not the main crux of this blog entry. I know I’ve lots to update…its already one month since my last entry.
My dear friends, I want you to know…whoever may still drop by this webby 
, that the annoying msn offline messages WERE NOT SENT BY ME. (My msn email is dreamzcat@hotmail.com)
Its likely I’ve got virus in my com but I’m too busy to reformat; will do so during next month when I’ve holidays so please please please - do BEAR with the messages in the meantime. I’m sorry for the inconvenience caused yet there’s nothing much I can do now =(
Also I’m thankful for all who have sent me ‘concerned’ messages about the above matter and I really appreciate that. =)
Updates on my current mood: I’m still happy, at least still trying to be Happy!
My work is draining my energy (as usual) and at the same time I’ve been more diligent in practicing piano to ‘replenish my energy’ for work. Music sure does miracles to the soul; curing my unnecessary worries and boosting my hopes of a better future.
I miss you all my dear friends…Especially when I see those secondary school pupils, ahhh, their innocence, laid back attitude, dare-devil acts— all brings back fond memories of my secondary school life.
I’m infected with nostalgic memories. Wont you join me?
Take care everyone, keep yourself safe. I’ll always pray for your happiness…
May 19th, 2009
So long. Thought I’d drop by and record what’s happening so far. I have this desire to blog after I came across some teenagers’ blog O.O
Makes me feel like revamping my webby design…nowadays teenagers favourite web skin are sooo EMO *black background with white silhouttes peering out*
The formal observation of my work is finally OVER! Phew! I’m glad it turned out pretty okay.
Nowadays, I have to go back for work even on Saturdays. What can I do? Seems like the pile of work on my desk will never be cleared…
Recently I learnt of this sad news regarding my colleague - She just got married recently and now her husband is leaving her because his ex has divorced and they’re getting back.
I thought this only happened on tv…
Speaking of tv serials, The Perfect Cut (season 2) is airing now. I love its plot. Plastic surgery, ah Perfect…
It’s refreshing and offers a different perspective on our society now. Too bad I cant catch every single episode cos I’ve to turn in early.
Suddenly, I have plenty of things I want to do. Perhaps it all sparked off from that Tv serial…
Hopefully before I reach 30 years old, (not in order of importance)
I want to…
1) Get married and have at least one child
2) Have a Makeover photoshoot (hmm….maybe that can tie in with no. 1)
3) Attain perfect eyesight (go for lasik)
4) Enjoy a full-body spa session
5) Know how to whip up at least one favourite dish of mine
6) Design and make a collection of jewellery
7) Compile my own art drawing book
8) Obtain qualification - Music theory Grade 8
hahaha…time for me to go back to this rat-race world 
March 8th, 2009
Just a quick update.
Our two hamsters gave birth to a baby***gasps*** much to our amazement cos we thought they are both female and they’re merely too young - half a years old
The baby hamster was a very tiny red one; we would’ve missed it if not for the sudden protective nature of the parents. We worry for it was so fragile it doesnt seem it can survive.
****MORE GASPS***Yes, the baby didnt live long cos one day after we couldnt find it anymore — believed to have been eaten up by its parents.
My work pace is picking up as usual…there’s an important review of my work coming up next next week and lots of preparation to do.
I feel sad cos I dont even seem to have time for piano. I dont even have time for relaxation. I miss the times of happiness.
And now this stage of life I absolutely hate it.
Oh well, my time management skills is real bad in this line of work.
I miss a lot of things…
They’re slipping away…
Do you miss me?
February 21st, 2009
…if only my typing speed could keep up with my flow of thought…if only such magical skill exist =p
Have you ever experienced when you wanna log in and blog about what you’re thinking, but gave up soon after you’re In?
This happened to me often…I change my mind quickly every now and then…hehe, that’s me being indecisive
My blogging rate is reduced to once or twice a month…to think that I have to pay $50 plus yearly for this site domain =/
It’s not that there’s is Nothing much to record, the truth is everyday there’re many many things that will happen. It’s a dynamic workplace. So much so that I decide I do not want to blog about my work.
Partly cos there might be privacy issues and on the other hand, I dont want to be reminded of work when I can choose not to (yeah I know too well that my life is NOW revolving about this career!)
Without including my working life, it seems that there’s is not a lot to update in terms of my personal aspect.
I try to spend time with my family whenever I’m free…I start to treasure things that are previously ‘meaningless’ to keep…
The magic of being alive…To Love and be Loved is becoming more and more important to me.
I chose Magic for this entry due to recently by chance, the TV programs I tun in to - majority have a magic show segment in it.
Honestly, I love Magic especially in the context of anime. Anything that have these [witches, wizards, fairies, globins…]elements will definitely capture my attention.
I suppose that is what’s so magical - the mysterious aura, the breathtaking surprises!!
Yes, when something happens beyond your imagination, it’s like magic.
For me personally, God is like the magician of my life.
He creates miracles far from my understanding.
bit by bit, I’m slowly engrossed by the events that’re unfolding in my life…little magic shows now and then
His recent gift for me? —-
I passed that unbelievable ATCL piano recital !!!
In reality, I’m not too comfortable with great magicians.
People who have powers that seem like God.
Maybe that’s why…I dont wanna explore further.
Ah well, they’re afterall…magic
January 31st, 2009
Here’s wishing all of you a year filled with happiness, great wealth and superb health! 
Well, I cant celebrate this year cos of the recent death of my grandpa, so I’m pretty much holed up at home relaxing…
yeah catching up on anime
I really lurrrve anime! Though it seemed there havent been any good anime lately…
January 27th, 2009
